Monday, September 27, 2010

Can't even be happy

So, I went to the ER last night to have blood work done b/c I kept taking tests and they would give me different answers. At first they weren't gonna do blood work b/c the ER did their pregnancy test and it was negative but the lab (thanks to my sister-in-law) redid the test and got  a postive.

Blood work showed that I was indeed pregnant but only a little bit. My Beta Hcg level was 44.9. Idk what levels are supposed to be so I assumed it was normal. I explained to the doctor that I was cramping and he said that I might have a tubal pregnancy or be having a miscarriage. Which scared the crap out of me. When I got home I started spotted some. I spotted both times with the boys and each time it was a bp issue (my bp last night was 148/100). So I'm hoping that it's the same problem this time, but my cramping is worse.

I'm pregnant and can't even be happy about it b/c I'm stressing about all the what-ifs!


  1. I'm so sorry Amber. I know how stressful it easy when no one can tell you exactly what's going on. Are they sending you for an ultrasound? I hope it's just spotting and you are having a baby!!

  2. IDK yet what they are gonna do. Waiting for my doctor to call me back. I think the spotting is from my blood pressure and the cramps from dehydration. I'm just soo overly stressed out that I think its manifesting into something physical. I knew it'd be hard the first time after losing Eli but I didn't realize just how much.

  3. I know that feeling to well. I was a basket case after I lost 2 in a row. I'll be keeping you in my prayers extra special. I did have a healthy rainbow.


  4. Praying for you, Amber. I hope you have a healthy pregnancy. xoxoxo

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