Doctor visit

So, my doctor's visit didn't go exactly as I thought it would. I was hoping to hear, well I don't know exactly. He did an ultrasound and said he didn't see a pregnancy in my uterus, which freaked me out! I told him about my emergency room visit and about my hcg level being 45 and he said that's why he couldn't see anything. So, more blood work was done to check my hcg level. I have to wait until tomorrow morning to find out if they are going up. God, I hope they are going up. To hear from the doctor that I was pregnant and now I'm not would be devastating. I can't handle another loss at any stage.